Your pace quickens
Your temperature rises
Your breath deepens
Your voice quivers
Your fists clench
Your teeth grind together
Your thoughts race
Withheld tears and a clouded mind testament to a soul overcome by the tormenting disease.
The tumultuous, ever familiar disease.
Anger.
Your mood swings violently from one end to the other,
And amidst the confusion you wonder
How the monster within you could have been released
As you cease
The expression of any rational thought or behavior
Behaving as though any bout of sound reasoning had been rationed
As your passion drives you further and further away from a place
Alien to sentiments of rage
Of hate
And ultimately of regret
Yet we forget
This poison that has entered our minds, bodies and souls
Controls these very faculties
Harming none other than the vessel within which it is consumed
And still you are unable to resume
The routines of daily life
Presuming others are in the least bit affected by your mood
Failing to realize your discomfort is the fuel to their fire
As they desire your complete and total control
Of a being wanting nothing more than an extended guest list in his abode in the next life
As the best life is hidden from your view
Because you
Harboured an ignorance so deceiving
Clearly assuming
That this life and those in it were made
perfect
Free from faults as though none erred
within it
And the minute
Your “perfected” plan takes a turn for the
worst
You seek out excuses and these causes you
curse
Yet to nurse a pained heart hurts you more
Than to restore it all back to before
Your four valves rushed blood out
and your temperature soared
Anger confuses and leaves hidden bruises
Abuses the soul, left battered and looses
all sense of control, disarrayed so you lose it
Your driver-satisfied
Your actions, his amusement
So, before you take a ride in the passengers seat
Take a deep breath
Relax
and remain in control
For one never knows the outcome of their actions
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But the strong is the one who controls him while in anger." [Bukhari]

amazing....So honored to witness the beginning of it
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